I wish I could say I sat here this morning with a wonderful thought in mind of something beautiful to write on my sweet baby boys blog. I didn't. In fact, I visit his blog often and go through the motions to begin writing another post and find myself reading my past posts over and over . . . in hopes I feel closer to him as I re-read every word of every post from when I was blessed to carry him. I miss him terribly. He's always on my mind and in my heart.  

From one of my favorite books (Wherever You Are):

"I wanted you more than you ever will know, so I sent love to follow wherever you go . . .
It never gets lost, never fades, never ends . . .
There's no place, not one, that my love can't find you . . .
Just lift up your face, feel the wind in your hair.
That's me, my sweet baby, my love is right there . . .
You are my angel, my darling, my star . . .
and my love will find you, wherever you are.

Happy Easter, sweet baby boy. I wonder how this glorious holiday is celebrated in heaven. I can promise you this, Evan, your mommy is celebrating and I am so incredibly grateful for all this day means to us. I will see you again because He saved us.